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St.Ives, Cambridgeshire, United Kingdom
I'm 18. I live at home with my parents and older sisters. I work as an Apprentice Support Analyst at an IT company called Cambridge Online Systems (Ltd.) in Cambridge. I am single and I'm boring...

Monday, 25 October 2010

1st Comment

My blog has its first comment after 2 months minus one day of posts. Thanks :D hahaa lol

In others news, shortly to come, i'm creating a Game Blog page where I will compare games and stuff...
Just so's you know.. if anyone ever reads this :L

Monday, 11 October 2010

The quite ALMIGHTY conversation when your girlfriend tells you that you need to appreciate a friend that you don't always like :L

LOL I think none of my friends like me :L

I wonder how many of my friends would stop being friends with me if they were able to do it in a way that meant that I didn't realise they were doing it?

I wonder how many of my friends would keep in contact with me if I went away?

I wonder how many of my friends would be talk to me if I didn't talk first?

I wonder how many of my friends would 'rewind' their lives and not start to be friends with me?

I don't know...

Enough of that i have like 15 weeks of maths homework, 2 ICT projects that are handed in that need improving, plus homework for two new ICT projects.
On the plus side, you're actually reading this which means I am providing entertainment for at least one person that would otherwise probably be bored out of their wits, such as I am.

On another note I think that to much pressure is put on younger people to do many things at once. As above, I have lots of homework. That's not even an exaggeration to be quite honest. Then there is working. Finding a job, interviews, getting a job, actually working the stupid hours they are likely to give you at the minimum wage or below. Then there's driving. Having money for lessons. Actually having lessons. Fitting lessons around school timetables, work and other outings. Revising for theory test. taking theory test. Practising for the driving test. Taking the driving Test. [Re-taking if necessary]. Then you have University. Including personal statements. Choosing a course you want to go to. Choosing universities you want to apply to. Going to open days. Applying using UCAS and filling UCAS out. Actually going to university. Moving. Lectures. Outside work. Amongst all of that there are other things that are wanted to be done. Bedroom tidy. Chorse to be done. Etc.
Then the important things like friends, girlfriends [not plural as in the sense of having two, but in the sense of generally any boy having a girlfriend, or vice versa too], having fun, social excursions.

And what is it all for?

Saturday, 2 October 2010

Oh Crap...

If i'm not at school Monday, I have killed myself.

Ha, ha.

I wish I had the self-motivation.


Friday, 1 October 2010

Should I Be Annoyed?

Or angry?
OR upset?
What should I do about it?
All valuable questions... shame I don't have any answers...

Well basically, my girlfriend wrote this [as you can see, on facebook] at about lunch time today. About tonight. However, she always says how I'm not just her boyfriend I'm her 'best' friend to. Obviously not then....
Not to mention she hasn't seen me in a week. Yet I don't get a mention at all... not even a text or a 'personalised' message saying anything at all.

Added to that she is annoyed at me, because i'm jealous of her inviting a guy round her house. I do not know this boy. He his from her school. Which makes me jealous, but only slightly suspicious :L

However, there isn't anything particularly to do at her house, leads em to the question, what will they be doing?

Yeah I laugh about it and joke. But I really don't know.

I know she's not that sort of person but it doesn't mean I don't jump to conclusions about it.

Also she said I could go meet him at her house, where there is nothing to do. most of the time we talk or make-out and that's about it really. I'm bad enough when it's me and somebody I DO know, like Becky, so how bad could it be with somebody that I don't know, at somebody else's house, and the person is a guy.

And I'm pretty sure I am the 'bad guy' because I am jealous.  Hey, I didn't invite him round to your house, did I?

And I'm not even angry?
Why am I not angry?
Wouldn't I like to know... ¬¬

Yeah I'm a little upset about it that would be why I wrote this whole post about it. Otherwise that would have been a truly pointless exercise of my worthless existence; that I wrote a post about something that, not only I wasn't angry about, but that I wasn't even upset about either.